Negative vs Happiness. Here come the butterflies.

You know the feeling, the one where you get butterflies, where whenever their name pops up or is said you look around, trying to find them.

This is that feeling, is it that feeling again? Is it the first time you are feeling this? No matter, you know what this feeling is.

You feel like everything you think of or do somehow comes back to them, is somehow connected no matter how weird or how unconnected it is.

If this is the first time you are feeling like this, enjoy it, it is a lovely way to feel, as if all this other person could do is make you happy and your life happier.

If this is not the first time, you know to dread the feeling. You know the sadness and the destruction that is to come. The disappointments. 

Though the first part, the lovely part, the butterflies, is all special and nice, you know now do you fight it or run from it? Could this be the one who is not going to end in disappointment? Could this be the one who does make you happy and continues to make you happy? Or is this the one who, like those before, will cause you much happiness for a period of time and then cause you the upset and disappointment? Is it worth the risk? 

The answer is if you feel those butterflies, if you feel like everything has a connection to this person, yes. Yes it is worth the risk because the odds are that yes they will disappoint you, but you will also get some amazing times and happiness from them, no matter how long a time they give it to you, they still give it to you.

Never run from potential happiness. There is not enough of it around in these days and times. Don't beat yourself up. Don't use the negatives against the positives. Positive always wins. 

Why go for negative forever when you can have a moment of happiness? 

xoxo