To fall for something that you already know isn't going to catch you or help you back up is one of the most stupid things you can do.
When you realize that your reality is actually you living in your dreams and your own imagination, coming to reality, crashing back down to real reality. Hurts. A lot more.
Especially when you already knew that it was never going to happen, even though you told yourself you didn't want it, and in truth you don't, but sometimes it's a matter of heart over head.
The weird things you find out that hurt you the most. Or maybe not hurt you the most but bring you back to reality. For example finding many similarity's between old and forgotten and new and wanted. This many things show you the bigger picture, that you are falling into the same hole as before. That this hole is hard to get out of. Very hard. Can you get out again though? Do you have the strength to get out this time?
How do you stop this, stop yourself from falling for the same again, falling without anybody really knowing? If nobody knows, that means there is nobody there to help you back up. Do you really have the strength to get up alone?
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